I have contemplated
about this matter regarding my role as a parent to a very inconsolable child,
for a while now. I will do my best to describe my concern without putting too
much emotions into this. It is really important to note that I have considered
all of my options. Believe me when I say that I have tried everything society
has offered: from "What to expect when you're expecting" to "How
to raise smart children."
Regardless of what I
did and have tried, my child has refused to take heed let alone respect the
laws of the world. I have begun to understand now that there are children out
there that become adults, who have become menace to society. The news and media
that has surged recently where adults terrorizing places of business for
negligible things, social violence and inhumane activities. It has nothing to
do with bad parenting. There isn't an existing profile that anyone can pinpoint
as to why some children continue to behave in this manner into adulthood.
I have weighed all
the possibilities and have done a lot of research. Nothing came close to
explaining why some children including my own have derelict tendencies towards
respecting other people's personal boundaries, social regulations and
establishments. I have already considered the mentality of the individual mind;
and yet it's not relevant to compensate the reason.
There must be some
kind of satiable desire or a form of ecstasy to want to behave in a chaotic and
destructive manner. It's the only sensible thing I have come up with.
Needless to say, I
have grown weary of expanding my energy to raise an inconsolable child. I have
grown to understand the reason why neither partners want another after our
first. We love her just the same. She will always be our little panda bear. I
wish her all the best in her future endeavors as an adult. If for whatever
reason where she finds herself in a bind, I hope she gets out from it humble
and wiser.
